Exposure to pain

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Exposure to pain


Almost every writer dreams of his own book. Those who dare should not feel sensitive about themselves.

It often happens that I am asked if I want to write a book. Some people ask because they find my job exciting. “You encounter a lot and meet all these celebrities all the time. Write it!” Others ask because they think that if you write for a living, your book is the logical consequence of, so to speak, what we are all working towards, and what we secretly dream about, the ultimate and fearful antagonist.

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„Feuchtgebiete“ – die totale Entblößung, seelisch und körperlich

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Die Augen der gesamten Öffentlichkeit auf sich gerichtet

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Ich schreibe nur in mein Tagebuch

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